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The LIFE That is Motherhood

I’m amazed at the amount of enjoyment I have experienced as a mom recently. I mean, I’ve held the title for just about eight years, and I’ve never found myself able to rest in the role like I have in the past few months. If I had to nail down a reason, I think I’d have to say it’s the narrowing of focus, the honing of my purpose as a mom, the realizing that being a mom is not just a job. It’s my life.

Okay, I read that, and I think it sounds crazy. Of course it’s my life! I’m a mom! But, somehow, I’ve had this mindset since my initiation days into motherhood that this is more like my job, where I put in for vacation time and solicit the elusive “smoke break”. And this mindset has convinced me that motherhood is somehow more hard work than job. So I’ve approached it more as a job than as my life. The one I’m supposed to LIVE, not just WORK through. And, as a result, I believe I’ve missed something of the true and deep joy that is motherhood. It’s almost like I’ve been spending all these years trying to convince myself and everyone else that I work so hard and so constantly that I need to take every possible opportunity to be away from this work so I can breathe. And, while that is true to the extent that every mom absolutely needs regular breaks, I think I’ve taken it to some sort of extreme. And somehow I convinced myself that my job as a mom is a sort of waiting game — I wait until my kids start school full time, and THEN I can fulfill my true calling. The one God has set aside for me. You know, the amazingly unique career that only I can fulfill.

Only, now that I’m taking the time to focus on what motherhood really is, I’m realizing that this is my calling. My true calling. The one God has set aside for only me. Motherhood is not just some incredibly difficult job, which certainly does lack appreciation at times. It is a lifetstyle full of surprises and challenges and absolute fun and enjoyment!

I hope this makes sense. It’s not that I’ve not enjoyed my kids before now. It’s just that, as I find and refine my mission as a mom, I’m finding myself enjoying my kids like never before. And my job is more fun too. 🙂

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